Halloween!

Halloween is and always has been my favorite Holiday. This year my Halloween was more stressful and crazier than usual. I spent the week leading up to Halloween working 10-12 hour days- and by the time Halloween was here- it was my 7th day in a row working. I pretty much worked right through my favorite holiday- but there was one awesome night, that made it all worth it. Candice and I attended the Exotic Halloween Ball, and had a great time. Words cannot describe how excited i was to see my girlfriend- it had been at least 2 months since we had gone out. of course, she looked just as beautiful as ever, even more beautiful than i had remembered. Reminded me again, how important it is for us to go out together. i am hoping we can start going out more again- i don't think i can survive another 2 months without her. Look how beautiful she looked!

Dancing and Drinks

I got dancing and drinks on my mind...with my beautiful girlfriend. Hopefully we can carve out some time soon to make those things happen. it's been way too long- life is too busy. i think we both desperately need a fun night out. and if time doesn't allow for that, at least some time at home.... i miss her more then i think she realizes... :)

it's been awhile

and i miss my girlfriend...a lot... it's been a long time since me and Candice went out. It's been a long time since i have blogged as well...probably because of the lack of us going out. Things have been a little hectic. New jobs and planning a wedding tend to take up a lot of time. but i miss her. a lot. and i miss us. and our time together... sometimes i feel guilty, like maybe i make candice go away, or make cameron not want to be candice...because i get needy, and whiney sometimes. and to be honest...sometimes i get scared. Sometimes i feel like i am holding Cameron back from really truly being who he wants to be, and who he is. Sometimes i feel that Cameron does want to be Candice full time, and as much as i am okay with that, and would here no matter what- i feel like he never would do it, or admit it. It's definitely a unique situation- not something one usually has to think about- but to me, it's very real. I would be by Cameron's side no matter what- and i hope he truly knows that... because its who is that i am in love with.

i miss my girlfriend

I miss Candice. SO MUCH. its been a few weeks again- as it seems to always be.... and i miss her so damn much. i can't wait til we go out this weekend, and i get to see her beautiful face, and kiss her sweet lips. :) its Sac Pride on saturday, and we are not going to miss it, although we will miss the parade :( unfortunately we both have to work. But we will be going out that night. And like i have already said i can't wait! i hope she is ready- i will not be able to keep my hands off of her- i can already tell!!!

Kimberly Reed on Oprah

Last night, me and cameron watched Kimberly Reed on Oprah. Kimberly used to known as Paul, who was the star quarterback and validictorian in high school. Paul is now known as Kimberly, and has made a documentary about the relationship she has with her brother, that comes out in march. The Oprah interview was great! Here is part of it....

Pictures from the photoshoot

Here are some more pictures from the More Magazine photoshoot.

More Magazine

UK's More Magazine did a feature on Me and Candice and our story. :)