I was just talking with Camerin about how i need to blog on here more often. We have been talking about Candice and trying to figure out making more time for her. Camerin sometimes needs my encouragement- and i haven't been doing that.
Our lives have been ridiculously consumed with trying to get pregnant. and before that we were consumed with work, life and everything else. It's not right and it's not ok.
Candice is important to me. Important to us. I used to do a really good job of showing that support. Of pushing her to go out. I haven't been doing that. I would ask for dates with her, ask for fun time with her. I haven't done that. Maybe thats what has been missing.
There has been this feeling of something missing in our relationship. I am not unhappy at all. But something feels like its gone... and i think it's Candice.
We went out for pride a couple weeks ago- which was amazing. I want to go out again. ASAP.
Don't we look happy? it felt so good.