Saturday, July 12, 2014

Art projects

I am super excited. I have like 20 different art project ideas- and the best part? I need Candice as my model. It's a photography/mixed media project and I am very excited about it. I can't wait to take pictures of my beautiful girlfriend. 

Hopefully we can take the pictures in the next week. Or the week after. 

We are going to disneyland and west Hollywood. Maybe when we go out that will be a good time to get the pictures. 

But more than anything- I am looking forward to spending time with her. We were hoping to go out on yesterday- but logistics of the day and the doctors appointments made it not possible. :( 

Soon. I want & need to see her soon :)

Wednesday, July 9, 2014


I'm Back! HA! It's been years... literally.

I was just talking with Camerin about how i need to blog on here more often. We have been talking about Candice and trying to figure out making more time for her. Camerin sometimes needs my encouragement- and i haven't been doing that.

Our lives have been ridiculously consumed with trying to get pregnant. and before that we were consumed with work, life and everything else. It's not right and it's not ok.

Candice is important to me. Important to us. I used to do a really good job of showing that support. Of pushing her to go out. I haven't been doing that. I would ask for dates with her, ask for fun time with her. I haven't done that. Maybe thats what has been missing.

There has been this feeling of something missing in our relationship. I am not unhappy at all. But something feels like its gone... and i think it's Candice.

We went out for pride a couple weeks ago- which was amazing. I want to go out again. ASAP.
Don't we look happy? it felt so good.